Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
So Long, Farewell...
This is kinda sad. I don't know whether or not I will post before Monday, but after that...who knows? For reals. Cause check this sweet vacay I get to go on by clicking this sentence. Sounds super fun I bet to all of you, huh?
It's been an emotionally draining, hard week. But this is my decision, and I feel like it is the right one. I want to be "happy and healthy and whole!" Especially when I get married. Which probably won't happen when we had originally planned. But this is more important.
Say hello to STRONG.
It's been an emotionally draining, hard week. But this is my decision, and I feel like it is the right one. I want to be "happy and healthy and whole!" Especially when I get married. Which probably won't happen when we had originally planned. But this is more important.
Say hello to STRONG.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Happy 22nd Baby Doll!
Such a good birthday...went over to B-rad's, present was amaaaaazing!!!! Then to St G-izzle where we went to the temple and watched the J Smith movie and I cried a whole lot, then to SPOON ME!!!!!!!!!!! best place ever cause it's 85 cals for a bowl of divine-ness lol, then to institute, then to Pastry Pub where I got my fave salad, then to B-rad's sister's house where she gave me an amazing scarf and paring knife!, then back to B-rad's to read/finish our book :-D I love B-rad....
a sad story of a truck
Sunday morning B-rad wakes me up. I smile. He lays beside me.
I shower, wash, brush, blow-dry, make-up, dress, perfume.
Breakfast of toast and juice. Sunday morning sessions with his cousins. We cuddle.
Leave immediately thereafter to weave through city traffic to find a park spot in the parking garage. Walk through rainy weather, eventually to end up in our seats.
Wonderful talks. 4 p.m. when it ends, B-rad is especially hungry. We discuss the invitation to eat dinner (spaghetti) with his extended family. The idea is uncomfortable. Let's just stop and get some popcorn and fruit? Okay, he says.
It's 5 p.m. once we finally make it back to the cousins'. His hunger feels insatiable. I feel scared. I finish changing and come downstairs. "We think we have B-rad convinced," they tell me. "I dunno about that...." I say. B-rad comes downstairs from changing. He looks at me. "I hope that's okay..." he says. I give him A Look.
We sit down. Spaghetti sucks. Toast sucks. Water sucks. You suck. I suck. I smile. They smile. We talk.
5:30 p.m. We exchange departing "Thank yous" and "Hope you'll come agains!"
In the car. B-rad: "I hope that was OK, I was so hungry!"
Silence for half an hour.
B-rad has tears on his face. His chin trembles uncontrollably.
I love him.
I shower, wash, brush, blow-dry, make-up, dress, perfume.
Breakfast of toast and juice. Sunday morning sessions with his cousins. We cuddle.
Leave immediately thereafter to weave through city traffic to find a park spot in the parking garage. Walk through rainy weather, eventually to end up in our seats.
Wonderful talks. 4 p.m. when it ends, B-rad is especially hungry. We discuss the invitation to eat dinner (spaghetti) with his extended family. The idea is uncomfortable. Let's just stop and get some popcorn and fruit? Okay, he says.
It's 5 p.m. once we finally make it back to the cousins'. His hunger feels insatiable. I feel scared. I finish changing and come downstairs. "We think we have B-rad convinced," they tell me. "I dunno about that...." I say. B-rad comes downstairs from changing. He looks at me. "I hope that's okay..." he says. I give him A Look.
We sit down. Spaghetti sucks. Toast sucks. Water sucks. You suck. I suck. I smile. They smile. We talk.
5:30 p.m. We exchange departing "Thank yous" and "Hope you'll come agains!"
In the car. B-rad: "I hope that was OK, I was so hungry!"
Silence for half an hour.
B-rad has tears on his face. His chin trembles uncontrollably.
I love him.
Salt Lake Sojourn
I tried to think of a good New Era caption.... any ideas?
Chris and Kal came and met us there! :D We went to the Clark Planetarium and saw a movie in the dome theater of Extreme Planets....and here there are on Mars.
Hamburger phones at Urban Outfitters at the Gateway are awesome. I'm cool?
Hunkalicious.
Great, fun trip!
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