my bestest php memories that stick out to me

-i first got out of the hospital at the end of october. it was halloween. i won't ever forget h's CRAZY WEIRD halloween costume. and at that point i wasn't that close to her and i was like, "who IS this crazy lady?" hahahaha
- my first share. i remember where i sat, what i was wearing, who was there. and at the end, h saying, "no one is gonna walk by you if you're crying. i see you." and in that instant i was so hooked.
- a week of so later when i really stayed after she made me write down on a piece of paper what had really been going on with behaviors while at php.
- daniel's wedding happened
- thanksgiving sucked
- dec 10. that was a big day. "come to jesus meeting." i remember h taking me out of process group. whew. i remember what i was wearing, what she was wearing. and she was trying to get me to sign that contract and she was like, "So do you think i'm just like a whale?" lol i really remember her saying that! and right away i was like, "no!"

gosh, there are just soooo many memories.
-letter to my mom
- art when she first told me she will always be there with me

i wish i just had every moment of php documented.
really, it was great.

i need to also shout out to my peeps. definitely to erin and anne and jude. they've really been there for me the past couple of weeks. and tricia omgosh too. goooosh i love all my girls. i miss lauren a lot. she really built me up by telling me i inspired her.
i miss php already. :(((((