Oh, life has never sucked so much.
I cry in the morning because my fatness is overwhelming. and I hate myself p.s.
Yesterday at PHP I had to sign a fucking contract about following the meal plan 100% and working with my D and being all cooperative and whatnot or else I would be discharged. Efffffff.
But then there was all the "come to jesus" stuff and everybody was all inspired by me blah blah blah this sucks so much.
Anyway so since I had to sign the contract yesterday, and I have today and this weekend off (so=three days of NO PHP support) D and I just decided I have to have X amount of ensures everyday. Easier than real food. Gaaaaaaay. This sucks this sucks this sucks I hate everyone in the world but mostly myself fuuuuuuuuuuckzorz. HATE.
HATE
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I REALLY believe in you. I see so much in you, so much strength, so much love, so much beauty. and i know you don't see it, but maybe you can try and trust my judgement just for a little bit. I know you can do this and I think you are so strong and brave to be honest in group. I really miss you and I really do envision us hanging out in the future with none of this eduardo crap swinging around in our heads where we are like prancing threw a field of flowers...and believing in the beauty that is us. i love you girl. i'm here for you.
ReplyDeletecharlie-dylan
i <3 you. maybe i will trust you for a little while. :)
ReplyDeletewe definitely have to hang out en el futuro! what are you doing thursday...?